February 2010
15 posts
January 2010
34 posts
“This song goes out to absolutely fucking NO ONE! It’s called FUCK!”
– Lead singer of a band that opened for Salvo at 103 on the night of 1.22.10
how is it remotely fair that my transition has been so easy and hers has been so shitty?
so i was just looking at a picture of a message in a bottle and i decided it would be the most epically hilarious thing if someone sent the message, “i just lost the game.” in a bottle. ^__^
cloud nine! ^_^
[oh lovely little clump of euphoric condensation, how i have missed thee and how i rejoice now that you are back again!]
coke addictions and introspection.
i refuse to apologize. likewise i neither expect nor want apologies or pity. the darkness, the sadness, is a part of me, as much a part of me as anything. as much a part of me as the easy smiles and bouncing euphoria. definitions change, but our truths stay with us forever. a truth of the past is still the truth even if it is no longer the truth, no longer applicable to the situation. we change....
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm missing you.. or...
iamblessed:
via 52hearts
contemplate that all the time.
WHAT THE HELL DID I TELL MYSELF?! don’t get too optimistic. but no, i never listen. why do i do this to myself? already i feel the empty hole of despair resurfacing in my chest, gaping and sucking at the empty air. always setting myself up for failure, unwittingly choosing precisely what is worst for me. as i come crashing to the ground again this time it strikes me how often i can snap my...
cross-section of the heart.
hearts are a terribly unfair thing to have.
you can’t live without them, both literally in terms of physiology and metaphorically due to the necessity of love.
throw an unhealthy affinity for nostalgia into the mix, and honey, you’re fucked up the river without a paddle.
it’s so fickle, bringing so much happiness and joy in times of passion and smooth sailing…it’s...
“Above all things I believe in love. Love is like oxygen. Love is a...”
– Moulin Rouge
2009 ~ A Year of Change
when i look back at this past year, i’m fascinated by how much i’ve changed.
within the first two months of 2009, i would finally get over my guy-hating phase and move on to an unexpected and surprisingly long and valuable relationship. this relationship alone changed me beyond recognition from who i was the majority of high school. before senior year, i was always this quiet, shy,...
